so sick
Posted at 08:06 AM

Gotta change my answering machine

Now that Im alone

Cus right now it says that we

Can’t come to the phone.

And I know it makes no sense

Cus you walked out the door

But it’s the only way I hear your voice any more

Its ridiculous

It’s been months

For some reason

I just can’t get over us

And Im stronger than this

Enough is enough

No more walkin' round wit my head down

Im so over being blue

Crying over you

Chorus:
And im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done wit wishing you were still here

Said Im so sick of love songs

So sad and slow

So why can’t I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I had

Thats marked July 15th

Because if there’s no more you

There’s no more anniversary

Im so sad up wit my thoughts of you

And your memory

And now every song reminds me of what used to be

And that’s the reason

Im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done wit wishing you were still here

Said Im so sick of love songs

So sad and slow

So why can’t I turn off the radio?

Ooohh

Leave me alone

Stupid love songs

Don’t make me think about her smile

Bout having my first child

Im letting go

Turning off the radio

Cus Im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done wit wishing she was still here

Said Im so sick of love songs

So sad and slow

So why can’t I turn off the radio?

And im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done wit wishing she was still here

Said Im so sick of love songs

So sad and slow

So why can’t I turn off the radio?

And im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done wit wishing you were still here

Said Im so sick of love songs

So sad and slow

So why can’t I turn off the radio?

Why can’t I turn off the radio?

So why can’t I turn off the radio?

romeo and juliet
Posted at 09:44 PM

"Good night, good night. Parting is such sweet sorrow, That I shall say good night till it be morrow."

"My lips, two blushing pilgrims, ready stand To smooth that rough touch with a gentle kiss."

"Thus with a kiss I die"

last tuesday, shari, mae, castan and i watched the metropolitan guild version of Romeo and Juliet! =) two things, Paolo O'hara was there and of course our beloved Sir Randy Villarama - ang aking paboritong guro ng acting and directing!

it was suuppperrr nice.. I know walang tatalo sa R'meo Luvs dew-lhiet but seeing Sir Randy act... sobrang galing.. He was the magnificent TYBALT. kaya pala before nagpaparactice xa ng arnis sa calss namin coz he used it.. and wala sobrang galing,, The nice was set.. parang wire lagn xa na white na wall. tapos may mga ladders na namomove. it was so nice.  Sir randy treated us guest pass so we were all free.. haha and the costumes was funny and nice.. basta ang galing tlga ni sir randy.. woohoo!!! im loving him!

after the play, he went out pa and see us.. sobrang bait tlaga nun.. lucky us we were his first students in AC... though the lady capulet stepped on his foot. hahahah

 anyway, after seeing sir randy's play makes me miss all our dawho and mena days.. inshrot our acting and directing class... all the thigns he thought us.. but i know one thing.. Sir randy inspired me to act onstage and do my best in it.. woohoo.. lavyah sir randy! =)

bliss
Posted at 07:42 PM

 

i was not expecting this would be hard.. hahaha ohh tama na enough of that bullshit..  masayang kwento naman para sa mga masugid kong mambabasa ng blog.. if ever i have one... wanna know what makes Icy Ramirez happy right now? lot of things..

 BOOKS

 Bakit baliktad magbasa ng libro ang mga Pilipino by Bob Ong

    AStig lang tlga!!! i love bob ong's books ever since.. and i tried to read this one. he's the type of writer that sees the ordinary things. tipong mababaw na bagay nakikita nya, pero may sense. sobrang astig.. and funny! i never laughed that hard since i read Pugad Baboy by Pol MEdina Jr. try reading it.

Digital Fortress by Dan Brown

    Also one of my favorite novels, he also wrote Da vinci code and angels and demons.. sobrang galing nyang writer.. tipong hindi mo mababa ung book and you would want to finish it. naala ko pa before ung sa angels and demons i started reading aroung 3pm.. natapos ko 9pm!! isang upuan! literal.. haha though i had a headache after.. pero sobrang astig. its aboiut computer hacking and getting into other people's computer, email.. basta astig!

 

SOUNDS

    Ultraelectromagneticjam

 

    mroe on eheads rebirth.. hahha astig kaya. may sarili na nga akong performance don eh.. alkohol by sago project. hahah kinakatna ko nung retreat.. saya lang.. xemrpe eheads din.. fave ko ngayon ung julie tearjerky.. and opcors, introduced to me by mickey ung kuwag kang matakot

 

Freestyle

    still... mahal ko itong band na toh... i listen to their classic songs. before i let you go, this time and til i found you.. ang sarap lang mag reminisce.. though namimis ko na din si carlo.. last gig nya ung last kong napanood sila.. d ko pa silanapapanood with the nre bassist.. oh well.. baka manood ako sa thursday.. hard rock! excitng!!!

 Top Suzara

    haahahah.. the guy who always mend my broken heart.. nanood ako last tuesday lang ata.. sobrang hyper ang kulit. ang saya ko lang after that. parang nakalimutan ko lahat ng problema. dun lang ako naging masaya ulit. ang kulit kasi eh. ang dami pa nya magandng kinanta.. yellow ad scientist by coldplay.. at my ever song love song for no one...

 Ayala zubil family

    whoelese would be there for inuman and tambay? amix, weng, andy at mga dormers.. kahapon. nanood kami ng basketball game! nanalo overtime pa at lamagn ng 3 points! woohoo!!! haha and spot spot spot spot spot spot.... hahhahaha cheer lang. hahahhaha. oh noh.. may bago ako crush haha iba lang tlga toh...

 

eniwi.. i ges thats it.. naiinis lang ako kasi wala ako masualt sa journal ko ngaun.. sobrang blank tlga... hehehehehe anyways...yun lang..till my next entry... im jsut enjoying this and all.. sana... =)  

 

akin ka na lang
Posted at 02:11 PM

‘Wag kang maniwala d’yan. ‘Di ka n’ya mahal talaga
Sayang lang ang buhay mo kung mapupunta ka lang sa kanya
Iiwanan ka lang n’yan, mag-ingat ka
Dagdag ka lamang sa milyun-milyong babae n’ya

Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Iingatan ko ang puso mo
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Wala nang hihigit pa sa ‘yo

‘Di naman ako bolero katulad ng ibang tao
Ang totoo’y pag nandyan ka medyo nabubulol pa nga ako
Malangis lang ang dila n’yan, ‘wag kang madala
Dahan-dahan ka lang, baka pati ika’y mabiktima (’Wag naman sana)

‘Di naman sa sinisiraan ko ang pangit na ‘yan
‘Wag ka dapat sa’kin magduda, hinding-hindi kita pababayaan!

 

Akin ka na lang
Liligaya ka sa pag-ibig ko
Akin ka na lang
At wala nang hihigit pa sa ‘yo
Wala nang hihigit pa sa ‘yo (akin ka na lang)

sakit
Posted at 03:29 AM

ang sakit nalang basta. parang unos, bagyo, lindol, at gera na dumaan sa buhay ko. sa mga bagay na hindi mo inaakalang mangyayare sa buhay mo. magagawa mo. sa sobrang sakit, wala ka na sa tamang pagiisip. itim nalang nakikita mo. di mo na makita ang mga mukha ng mga tao. umiikot mundo mo. parang pinagpapasapasahan ka ng tao. tinutulak ka nila kung saan saan na hindi mo gusto. gusto mong sumigaw pero nasa lugar ka na madaming tao. pagtitinginan ka nila at itatanong kung baliw ka na ba. gusto mong manuntok ng tao pero d mo parin kaya saktan sila kahit nasaktan ka na. nadapa ka na, pinagtatawanan ka pa. umiiyak ka na, tinitingnan ka lang nila. akala mo wala ka na pupuntahan. pero may mga kamay na dumampot sakin at inakap ako. mga taong hindi lang nandyan para sa tawa at sa kalokohan. mga kaibigan na tatabi talaga sayo pag may problema ka. hindi ko alam kung san pa ako pupulutin kung wala sila. di ko alam kung anong mangyayari sakin kung wala sila. malamang wala na ko dito. nasagasaan, nagpakamatay, naglayas, nabaliw. ang hirap hirap tanggapin ng lahat. pero kelangan. kelangan mo maging malakas para mabuhay pa sa mga taong nagaalala sayo. mga taong alam mong matatago mo habang buhay. HABANG BUHAY. hindi nila sinabi sakin na nandyan sila para sa kin. pinaramdam nila.. pinakita.. and sakit sakit parin hanggang ngayon. san pako pupunta pagkatapos? ano na mangyayari sakin sa susunod? mangingig pa ba ang aking tuhod at manlalamig ang kamay sa bawat labas ng kwarto? matutulala sa mga pangyayare sa buhay? bakit pa kasi nangyayare toh sa buhay. hidni xa katulad ng dati pero lalong lumalala. akala ko malakas na ko mula sa mga napagdaanan dati. pero bakit parang lalo akong humihina. lagi ko tinatanong si Jess, ano nanaman toh. bakit andito nanaman ako sa mga nararamdaman ko na toh. galing galing tlga eh. sakto kung san masakit lalo ka pa tatamaan sa point mo ng buhay na yon. lalong nadadagdagan. wala na akong magagawa.. wala na. ano pa ba ang pwedeng gawin. kung hindi tanggapin. tinanggap naman ni Jess lahat ng sakin nung pinako sya sa krus ah. sasamahan ko xa sa calbaryo. mahal ko siya eh. ganon naman dapat dibah? basta, sobrang laki lang ng pasasalamat ko sa mga taong tumulong sakin bumuhat ng krus ng aking buhay. hindi ako corny. sinasabi ko lang lahat ng nararamdaman ko.  tama na ang drama. napapagod na ko magisip. napapgod na ko umiyak. tama na ang mga sugat. sugat sa puso.. sugat sa katawan. bitawan na ang lahat. pero nagpapakatanga parin. dahil alam ko, may paninindigan ako sa sinabi ko. andito parin ako. hindi ako aalis kahit papano. may natitira parin na pagmamahal. bakit ba ganon. binato ka na nga, aakapin mo parin. minura ka na, sasabihan mo pa ng magagandang salita, tinakbuhan ka.. hahabulin mo pa.. nasasaktan ka na para sa sarili mo.. pero ayaw mo parin makitang nasasaktan ang mahal mo. ayoko na.. sakit nanaman sa katawan. hindi ko na kaya..